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start reading the book 吶喊 again.
a bad thing about being jobless is that u have so much time staying at home and sometimes u'd come across some depressing materials.
reading this book always gives me a heavy feeling. u have to give it to the author, whose articles are still surprisingly fitting in modern days. it's a great achievement for the author, but really, it's a great sadness for China. it is such a shame.
when a large proportion of the average chinese population, especially those living in those better developed cities, are still dreaming their "world power" dreams, i wish they can read this book and come to realize how pathetic we really are.

by the way, mr. 馬力 is dead. i feel sorry for his family and that's about how far my sadness goes. i may remember his efforts in sacrificing the political development in our country for the benefits of his so-called political party, dab, with whom it's impossible to realize their political stand point other than endless ass kissing. i may also remember his meshed pork comment regarding the 89 Tienanmen incident. i think there is a very big chance i won't remember him at all. so, rip mr. ma. u should be ashamed of what u've done but since u're out, bye bye.